4 weeks!

Wow how time seems to go so fast!

Jacob is growing fast. Close to 8 pounds now and getting so strong!  

He is going through so many changes each day. I love to see his smile every morning!   

11/04/14

November 4th was absolutely the best day of mine and Josh's life!

Jacob Ryan arrived healthy and beautiful!

Jacob is a happy little guy that smiles all the time. We are in love!  

October....

   Here we are halfway through October.  Time feels as if it's going slow now that my husband and I have done so much around the home.  Getting everything ready for Jacob to come into the world...all is done and ready!!  

Now just waiting on the day he is ready to come.  I have had so many dreams about him and how handsome of a little man he already is.  I can't even say how excited my husband and I are and how much we already love this little guy!!!   

His little bag is packed and ready to go... I may or may not have over packed!!!   

The excitement is getting to me and the joy of seeing the whole family love Jacob so much...  Any day now!  

We love you Jacob and can't wait to meet you

Love 

Jen

Just weeks away

A little less than 5 weeks!

Jacob Ryan will make his way into this world.  Words can't describe how much joy and love I'm feeling. Most of all how thankful my husband and I are for this amazing gift!!  

Time...what time

                                        A list of to dos....a long list!

Over the last few weeks my house has been crazy!  My husband and I have been making a nursery for little Jacob.  Doing small job's here and there to make our house feel like a home.  Everything is coming together little by little.  I have been cleaning like a crazy taz woman!  I want to make sure everything is perfect before Jacob comes in to this world.  Just to think that a few weeks ago my husband and I had only two months to get every thing on order.  I stressed so  so bad thinking that I will not have not have time to get EVER thing done in a short time.  I mean come on...most people have 9 months to get things ready for a baby!  I have 2 months....but..............Everything is falling in place and just a few things here and there to finish up on. 

Now time to wait.....and wait.  The next few weeks will feel like forever!  This weekend is the baby shower so that should keep me from the long wait for a minuet.  A big thanks to friends and family helping around our home to make things ever so perfect! 

Pictures to come soon!!!


Jen ;)

A Blessing

           A long path of hopes and dreams were once crushed by my lack of being able to become pregnant.  My world came to a stop!  As time went on my husband and I looked in to adopting.  That became crazy of trying to figure out how to become rich fast!!!  We were at a point of giving up and being alone, that it just would not happen for us.  A lot of "it's just not ment to be for us". 
The pain was real...I saw the pain in my husbands eyes all the time as he saw it in my eyes.  It was not a conversation him and I spoke of much we just could see it with in each other. 
But with that hope and faith still alive in our hearts....Last week a wonderful loving birth Mother has chosen my husband and I!!!!
Our hearts fell in love, we fell in love all over again. 

All in oe week...We have started a nursery, cleaning ( momma crazy deep clean) Making list of what all has to be done...all in just a little less than 2 months to hold this sweet love!
Jacob Ryan 11/2/2014
 
  A name picked out in little then 10 minuets....
The Birth Mother has asked us to not give her name out as the child gets older.  The birth mother had been calling the baby Ryan.  We were told that we didn't need to keep Ryan we could pick a name that we love.  But my husband and I thought it would be great to leave ryan in the name leaves a little of his birth mother with us. 
My husband and I can not wait to meet our little boy and love on him everyday!!!   The joy with in our harts are over filled and oh so happy.  No words can express how much we have waited for this love to enter our lives.  We have seen ultrasounds of this little guy and let me tell ya' he is handsome!!!   We love this little man and can't wait!!!!!!!! 
Hold on to faith!  Jacob is a love so so worth waiting for...

More news later

Sharing Happyness and Joy!

                                    I am so happy to share...........
My cousin katie is going to be a MOMMY! 


One happy Rockie!!!

  

Baby K, Jan.2015

I found out Mother's Day night.  I was laying in bed and I get a text!  At first the name looked like it said Kevin, text was.. guess who is going to be a mommy...So I put my phone back on the nightstand thinking to myself "why would Keving be telling me someone is pregnant?"  So I grab my phone again and put my eyes on......... jump out of bed and realize I just text Katie saying "Who??"  At that point I had to call her! She told me the very first person her and Billy told that wonderful Mother's day, her mother my Aunt Janet.  And let me tell Ya...That put tears in my eyes.   I knew, just knew at some point this YEAR I would find out that she and Billy would start a family. Ok Ok I can't lie. I hoped that this year would be the year.

I could not be anymore excited for Katie,Billy and Big brother Rocky!
They will be great loving parents!