A Blessing

           A long path of hopes and dreams were once crushed by my lack of being able to become pregnant.  My world came to a stop!  As time went on my husband and I looked in to adopting.  That became crazy of trying to figure out how to become rich fast!!!  We were at a point of giving up and being alone, that it just would not happen for us.  A lot of "it's just not ment to be for us". 
The pain was real...I saw the pain in my husbands eyes all the time as he saw it in my eyes.  It was not a conversation him and I spoke of much we just could see it with in each other. 
But with that hope and faith still alive in our hearts....Last week a wonderful loving birth Mother has chosen my husband and I!!!!
Our hearts fell in love, we fell in love all over again. 

All in oe week...We have started a nursery, cleaning ( momma crazy deep clean) Making list of what all has to be done...all in just a little less than 2 months to hold this sweet love!
Jacob Ryan 11/2/2014
 
  A name picked out in little then 10 minuets....
The Birth Mother has asked us to not give her name out as the child gets older.  The birth mother had been calling the baby Ryan.  We were told that we didn't need to keep Ryan we could pick a name that we love.  But my husband and I thought it would be great to leave ryan in the name leaves a little of his birth mother with us. 
My husband and I can not wait to meet our little boy and love on him everyday!!!   The joy with in our harts are over filled and oh so happy.  No words can express how much we have waited for this love to enter our lives.  We have seen ultrasounds of this little guy and let me tell ya' he is handsome!!!   We love this little man and can't wait!!!!!!!! 
Hold on to faith!  Jacob is a love so so worth waiting for...

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