Time...what time

                                        A list of to dos....a long list!

Over the last few weeks my house has been crazy!  My husband and I have been making a nursery for little Jacob.  Doing small job's here and there to make our house feel like a home.  Everything is coming together little by little.  I have been cleaning like a crazy taz woman!  I want to make sure everything is perfect before Jacob comes in to this world.  Just to think that a few weeks ago my husband and I had only two months to get every thing on order.  I stressed so  so bad thinking that I will not have not have time to get EVER thing done in a short time.  I mean come on...most people have 9 months to get things ready for a baby!  I have 2 months....but..............Everything is falling in place and just a few things here and there to finish up on. 

Now time to wait.....and wait.  The next few weeks will feel like forever!  This weekend is the baby shower so that should keep me from the long wait for a minuet.  A big thanks to friends and family helping around our home to make things ever so perfect! 

Pictures to come soon!!!


Jen ;)

A Blessing

           A long path of hopes and dreams were once crushed by my lack of being able to become pregnant.  My world came to a stop!  As time went on my husband and I looked in to adopting.  That became crazy of trying to figure out how to become rich fast!!!  We were at a point of giving up and being alone, that it just would not happen for us.  A lot of "it's just not ment to be for us". 
The pain was real...I saw the pain in my husbands eyes all the time as he saw it in my eyes.  It was not a conversation him and I spoke of much we just could see it with in each other. 
But with that hope and faith still alive in our hearts....Last week a wonderful loving birth Mother has chosen my husband and I!!!!
Our hearts fell in love, we fell in love all over again. 

All in oe week...We have started a nursery, cleaning ( momma crazy deep clean) Making list of what all has to be done...all in just a little less than 2 months to hold this sweet love!
Jacob Ryan 11/2/2014
 
  A name picked out in little then 10 minuets....
The Birth Mother has asked us to not give her name out as the child gets older.  The birth mother had been calling the baby Ryan.  We were told that we didn't need to keep Ryan we could pick a name that we love.  But my husband and I thought it would be great to leave ryan in the name leaves a little of his birth mother with us. 
My husband and I can not wait to meet our little boy and love on him everyday!!!   The joy with in our harts are over filled and oh so happy.  No words can express how much we have waited for this love to enter our lives.  We have seen ultrasounds of this little guy and let me tell ya' he is handsome!!!   We love this little man and can't wait!!!!!!!! 
Hold on to faith!  Jacob is a love so so worth waiting for...

More news later