Long Battle

                                               Update on my father.

 Many trips to Cleveland Clinic and we now have a surgery that's going to take place.
I am not too sure on how I feel about the surgery. Am I scared? Yes! Is he strong? your damn right he is! Will he ever be cured? Lord I hope and wish,but he will never be cancer free. The surgery is a high risk surger,yes every surgery is a risk. But this surgery is a very high risk. I am glad we are at the point for him to have this surger....knowing that the cancer is spreading. The surgery will control(I hope) from spreading even further. he finished up with chemo but the doctors want two more treatments before surger in May. But as I said he is strong and I am so proud that he has come this far.
 What will I be doing leading up to May? Trying not to think about May... Not thinking of what if's... Not stressing about the small things in life....As sure as hell not listning to anymore sad songs! just taking one day at a time! Sure I will have this on my mind for the next 62 days. (seams far away but I know the days will go too fast) Wish I could stop time. 
 He's my dad, so all I can do is think about him....
No one wants to see thier parent hurt,sad or even sick.
 
                                     We have to have Hope & Faith. 
                                          We have to be strong.
                                      We have to hold each other.
                                            We have to beleive.
                                       Love Never Fails.